Wowwww... 3:15 in the morning and I'm in a writing mood... last night... last night was great... too many things to do for just one night, and too many good things happened on it...
First of all, a Ghost... i saw one of my "feared beings"... for me, a ghost is someone you don't know if you wanna see or not... but last night i saw one of those people, she was... what the hell, you were beautiful L, good to see you girl, and in the end, seeing this ghost felt like.... like if you were a little "casper", as friendly as a ghost could be.... for me it was good to see you, now i really know i can treat you as a friend, a truly cared friend.... sorry i didn't get any closer, but i didn't want to interfere in your night... hope one day we can sit together and talk trough many ours... you know we have similar tastes for music and hang around places, so we will see each other once in a while, without planning it... jejeje... be grateful girl, you have really good friends, they really care about you and your feelings... they told you i was there before i can even send you a message... thats good, loyal friends, true friends... be grateful "casper"...
Friends... i realize i have weird/crazy friends, EA arranged me a kind of blind date... i said blind cuz i met the girl at his wedding and talked to her a few seconds... so, we don't know each other... but fuck everybody, i'm single, lets have fun,.... the girl, J, she's great, intelligent, an architect as I am, but our friends were so "pushy" about this whole thing that sometimes we felt a little awkward... really, is good to meet people... i really like to be introduced to someone, and later on, try to become friends... it's like a challenge to me.... but WAIT, we're not going to get together just because you want it to happen... lets give time to all this, and lets meet each other a little further...
Right now i don't want any commitment... but as she said: "im open to meet new people, maybe i can find what I'm looking for and settle for good"...
In the other hand, my worst ghost, her, AM, she have chosen her path, may god be with her and i wish her BON VOYAGE... life moves on, and it's just a matter of time until i find someone worthy of my cares and time... I'm not in "search mode"... but destiny has many ways to do things....
Thkz EA, i really know you are worried about myself... but loosen up... im ok, and getting better everyday, thkz for your help...
L, it was nice to see you... any mixed emotions?... it was "ok" for me, i just felt a little ashamed of pasts behaviors....
TOMORROW: PRACTICE DAY, DONNUTS, DRIFT, SHOW.... time to have fun...
aaahhh... and im on vacation.... Juan Dolio, wait for meeeee.... love my "beaches" jajajaja....
First of all, a Ghost... i saw one of my "feared beings"... for me, a ghost is someone you don't know if you wanna see or not... but last night i saw one of those people, she was... what the hell, you were beautiful L, good to see you girl, and in the end, seeing this ghost felt like.... like if you were a little "casper", as friendly as a ghost could be.... for me it was good to see you, now i really know i can treat you as a friend, a truly cared friend.... sorry i didn't get any closer, but i didn't want to interfere in your night... hope one day we can sit together and talk trough many ours... you know we have similar tastes for music and hang around places, so we will see each other once in a while, without planning it... jejeje... be grateful girl, you have really good friends, they really care about you and your feelings... they told you i was there before i can even send you a message... thats good, loyal friends, true friends... be grateful "casper"...
Friends... i realize i have weird/crazy friends, EA arranged me a kind of blind date... i said blind cuz i met the girl at his wedding and talked to her a few seconds... so, we don't know each other... but fuck everybody, i'm single, lets have fun,.... the girl, J, she's great, intelligent, an architect as I am, but our friends were so "pushy" about this whole thing that sometimes we felt a little awkward... really, is good to meet people... i really like to be introduced to someone, and later on, try to become friends... it's like a challenge to me.... but WAIT, we're not going to get together just because you want it to happen... lets give time to all this, and lets meet each other a little further...
Right now i don't want any commitment... but as she said: "im open to meet new people, maybe i can find what I'm looking for and settle for good"...
In the other hand, my worst ghost, her, AM, she have chosen her path, may god be with her and i wish her BON VOYAGE... life moves on, and it's just a matter of time until i find someone worthy of my cares and time... I'm not in "search mode"... but destiny has many ways to do things....
Thkz EA, i really know you are worried about myself... but loosen up... im ok, and getting better everyday, thkz for your help...
L, it was nice to see you... any mixed emotions?... it was "ok" for me, i just felt a little ashamed of pasts behaviors....
TOMORROW: PRACTICE DAY, DONNUTS, DRIFT, SHOW.... time to have fun...
aaahhh... and im on vacation.... Juan Dolio, wait for meeeee.... love my "beaches" jajajaja....



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i'll give you my comments over msn!
it was good for me too! not as i imagined it would be, but still.. good!
oh, and btw, i didnt reply to your txt msgs pk no tenia mins... ni pa dar un toque! ..que pobre :p
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